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Anonymous said: What is the worst date you have ever been on? Hmm, can’t say I’ve ever been on a bad date honestly. But I’ve not been on many to begin with, I’m very picky.

Anonymous said: What is the worst date you have ever been on?

Hmm, can’t say I’ve ever been on a bad date honestly. But I’ve not been on many to begin with, I’m very picky.

Reblog if it’s okay if I anonymously confess something to you. (Source: nyctophilias, via k3vrevolution)

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Anonymous said: do you have any costumes or roleplays you like to use in the bedroom? ;) lol nope. :P lol.  None at all.

Anonymous said: do you have any costumes or roleplays you like to use in the bedroom? ;) lol

nope. :P lol.  None at all.

And it’s still pouring up on this mountain! Lol.
Sanity?.. I’m beginning to wonder what that is. You know, I thought people had more common sense than they let on. I guess that’s just me giving them the benefit of the doubt because they’re “family”. My family however, is driving me to the edge of a cliff and I’m about to be more than wiling to leap off and dive into the unknown.  If it isn’t one thing it always seems to be another. Now, don’t get me wrong, everyone has their ups and downs but my family is making things just unreasonable and very ridiculous. All I am thinking about is my baby, and how I wanted to have a “normal pregnancy”. But I honestly feel like my family is trying to take my pregnancy away from me. Yeah,yeah I know, typically women don’t have a “normal” pregnancy. Normal for me is just having a supportive family that’s going to be there for me and be considerate of how I feel about things that involves me. Alas, my family lacks consideration and sanity. How so you ask? Well, let me continue my rant and tell you. I’m a little over twelve weeks pregnant, I’m already having some minor complications. Currently, my doctor and hospital is roughly 30 minutes away. Now, my Grandmother is trying to relocate us so far away that my doctor and hospital will be an hour and forty-five minutes away. Why? Because she’s trying to play God, but that is my given opinion. We already have five people living under one roof. We barely have enough food to feed everyone as is. Now, my Grandmother wants to relocate SEVEN people to her Mothers old falling in house/cabin way back in the mountains. My Aunt and Uncle is being evicted from their home for stupid reasons. My Uncle has no job and my Aunt has no money to spare apparently so they expect us to help them. I understand helping family but shoving us all in a location where it’s unsafe  and an unhealthy environment with no electricity or water sounds ridiculous and STUPID. The next town for grocery shopping is 35 minutes away. Again, how are we going to feed seven people? 8, counting the little one still in my tummy.  My Husband would be an hour and a half away from work and we’re barely able to afford him getting to and from work currently. He’s going to end up losing his job. Again, my family is totally inconsiderate. He’s only working part-time. No full-time positions has opened up and no where else is currently hiring. I would work myself but I’m suppose to be on bed rest.  Now, with the way the economy is anymore there’s no way he can support the three of us with just a part-time salary. That’s not even enough to give us a roof over our heads till HUD housing comes through and helps us. But sadly, HUD housing in our area is frozen from all the applicants they currently have and they don’t have the funds to help anymore people.  I just don’t know anymore, they decided to make this decision last night without giving us a bit of warning.They decided for us. On top of that they are totally against my Husband and I moving out and starting our own family and, to me, this is just their way of keeping us trapped with them even longer so we have no possible way of doing what needs to be done. I’m sorry, but I don’t want people smothering me or my baby. I definitely don’t need family telling me how to raise my baby, I want to learn from experience myself. I don’t want them scooping my baby away from me every time he/she cries. There would be no room for my baby to bond with myself or my husband.  Just.. URG!!! FML!

Sanity?.. I’m beginning to wonder what that is.

You know, I thought people had more common sense than they let on. I guess that’s just me giving them the benefit of the doubt because they’re “family”. My family however, is driving me to the edge of a cliff and I’m about to be more than wiling to leap off and dive into the unknown. 

If it isn’t one thing it always seems to be another. Now, don’t get me wrong, everyone has their ups and downs but my family is making things just unreasonable and very ridiculous. All I am thinking about is my baby, and how I wanted to have a “normal pregnancy”. But I honestly feel like my family is trying to take my pregnancy away from me. Yeah,yeah I know, typically women don’t have a “normal” pregnancy. Normal for me is just having a supportive family that’s going to be there for me and be considerate of how I feel about things that involves me. Alas, my family lacks consideration and sanity. How so you ask?

Well, let me continue my rant and tell you. I’m a little over twelve weeks pregnant, I’m already having some minor complications. Currently, my doctor and hospital is roughly 30 minutes away. Now, my Grandmother is trying to relocate us so far away that my doctor and hospital will be an hour and forty-five minutes away. Why? Because she’s trying to play God, but that is my given opinion. We already have five people living under one roof. We barely have enough food to feed everyone as is. Now, my Grandmother wants to relocate SEVEN people to her Mothers old falling in house/cabin way back in the mountains. My Aunt and Uncle is being evicted from their home for stupid reasons. My Uncle has no job and my Aunt has no money to spare apparently so they expect us to help them.

I understand helping family but shoving us all in a location where it’s unsafe  and an unhealthy environment with no electricity or water sounds ridiculous and STUPID. The next town for grocery shopping is 35 minutes away. Again, how are we going to feed seven people? 8, counting the little one still in my tummy. 

My Husband would be an hour and a half away from work and we’re barely able to afford him getting to and from work currently. He’s going to end up losing his job. Again, my family is totally inconsiderate. He’s only working part-time. No full-time positions has opened up and no where else is currently hiring. I would work myself but I’m suppose to be on bed rest. 

Now, with the way the economy is anymore there’s no way he can support the three of us with just a part-time salary. That’s not even enough to give us a roof over our heads till HUD housing comes through and helps us. But sadly, HUD housing in our area is frozen from all the applicants they currently have and they don’t have the funds to help anymore people. 

I just don’t know anymore, they decided to make this decision last night without giving us a bit of warning.They decided for us. On top of that they are totally against my Husband and I moving out and starting our own family and, to me, this is just their way of keeping us trapped with them even longer so we have no possible way of doing what needs to be done.

I’m sorry, but I don’t want people smothering me or my baby. I definitely don’t need family telling me how to raise my baby, I want to learn from experience myself. I don’t want them scooping my baby away from me every time he/she cries. There would be no room for my baby to bond with myself or my husband. 

Just.. URG!!! FML!

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Todays Adventure… So, went to the health department today and got my WIC stuff on file and my vouchers. :) I’m on track for weight gain in early pregnancy! Yay! 6lbs so far. 28-35 more lbs to go.. Not sure how I necessarily feel about that much weight that I have to put on, oh well.. It’s all for the baby! So, went in got my vouchers and headed down to the local ingles store to get what WIC has given me on my vouchers and Ingles gives me the most difficult time in the world.. I couldn’t get this or that because it wasn’t WIC approved. Uhm, there was labels there that stated it was a WIC item and it was in the hand book that it was WIC approved.. URG!! We spent at least 30 minutes in the same line having to run our items back and forth and search for the correct items. So Ingles, thank you for screwing us over on our WIC. Fun times..

Todays Adventure…

So, went to the health department today and got my WIC stuff on file and my vouchers. :) I’m on track for weight gain in early pregnancy! Yay! 6lbs so far. 28-35 more lbs to go.. Not sure how I necessarily feel about that much weight that I have to put on, oh well.. It’s all for the baby!

So, went in got my vouchers and headed down to the local ingles store to get what WIC has given me on my vouchers and Ingles gives me the most difficult time in the world.. I couldn’t get this or that because it wasn’t WIC approved. Uhm, there was labels there that stated it was a WIC item and it was in the hand book that it was WIC approved.. URG!! We spent at least 30 minutes in the same line having to run our items back and forth and search for the correct items. So Ingles, thank you for screwing us over on our WIC. Fun times..

12 Week 2 Days 12 Weeks, 2 Days Pregnant. Due date is August 12th. How far along? 12 weeks, 2 days Total weight gain: 6lbs so far. Maternity clothes? Don’t go anywhere to need them, pjs! Stretch marks? No. Sleep: I miss sleeping normally. I’m awake off and on every 1-2 hrs to potty. Best moment this week: Feeling my baby kick! Miss Anything? Caffeine and being interested in the things I use to love. Movement: I keep thinking so,and my hubby feels it too when he puts his hand on my tummy. Food cravings: None yet. =\ Anything making you queasy or sick: The smell of meat cooking. Labor Signs: None. Symptoms:  None, other than frequent urination. :P Belly Button in or out? Innie Happy or Moody most of the time: Mostly depressed more than anything.  Looking forward to: Finding out the sex  of my baby:D

12 Week 2 Days

12 Weeks, 2 Days Pregnant. Due date is August 12th.

  • How far along? 12 weeks, 2 days
  • Total weight gain: 6lbs so far.
  • Maternity clothes? Don’t go anywhere to need them, pjs!
  • Stretch marks? No.
  • Sleep: I miss sleeping normally. I’m awake off and on every 1-2 hrs to potty.
  • Best moment this week: Feeling my baby kick!
  • Miss Anything? Caffeine and being interested in the things I use to love.
  • Movement: I keep thinking so,and my hubby feels it too when he puts his hand on my tummy.
  • Food cravings: None yet. =\
  • Anything making you queasy or sick: The smell of meat cooking.
  • Labor Signs: None.
  • Symptoms:  None, other than frequent urination. :P
  • Belly Button in or out? Innie
  • Happy or Moody most of the time: Mostly depressed more than anything. 
  • Looking forward to: Finding out the sex  of my baby:D